Today has been a rubbish day. I’ve been miserable. I woke up at 8 to pain in my kidneys. Now as I don’t have a doctor at the moment, my surgery closed, I was planning on registering Bella and I with a new doctor. Especially as I have regular medication so need my persceptions. I got up and hunted out the letters I needed along with my ID and mum’s death certificate and Bellas birth certificate just in case I needed them.
However because I felt so rubbish I headed back upstairs and thought I’d have a bath. The advice is it should help with a kidney infection or whatever is causing me pain and illness at the moment. Just before I got in the bath Bella woke up but wouldn’t go into Daly without me. So I popped her in bed with dad and then jumped in the bath.
I watched my YouTube videos while I just chilled in the bath hoping I’d start to feel better and less shivery. I swear I sat in the bath for an hour but no luck. I could hear Daly with Bella. Seemed he was taking a trip down memory lane and playing all the High School Musical songs for some reason.
Daly was going out with his sister so he said goodbye to us and off he went and I got out of the bath. I was also suppose to go down to the church to see the vicar this morning but I got as far as getting dressed.
Bella was drifting in and out of sleep on the bed. I had found her some clothes to wear but again we only got as far as taking her pjs off. Bella did feel like she had a temperature so i just let her sleep and I crawled into bed with her.
I thought back to the last time I felt this ill and freaked myself out. The last time I felt so shakey and going hot and cold with feeling sick was just after I had Bella and was diagnosed with sepsis. So of course I started to freak out and tried to work out where the nearest walk in centre was. Turns out far too far too walk.
I cancelled us going round to see dad as I was struggling to move so didn’t think I was going to make it down the road with the pram and Bella having a temperature, it wasn’t fair for either of us to go out.
I thought about messaging Daly to ask him to take me to the walk in centre when he got back from his time with his sister. But I didn’t want to interrupt them or make Daly worry and feel he had to come home. I’m sure I’m fine I’m just freaking myself out.
Daly reappeared with Zach about half two. Bella and I had been in bed sleeping on and off until they turned up. Bella was watching Shimmer and Shine on my phone so Daly took her downstairs so she could watch it on the tv. I decided I should probably try to look alive.
I’ve been snuggled on the sofa with Bella watching Shimmer and Shine for the rest of the day. I still feel sick but haven’t been so shakey. Well I havent noticed feeling shakey. I’m hoping I feel better tomorrow. Not that it wouldn’t be the first time I’ve been ill on my birthday. Oh well, we’ll see how it goes.
Anyways night all and let’s see what adventures tomorrow holds for us.
Love CiCi x